So closing wasn't $2000 less, but only $1000 less. Still, praise God!!! We received all of our furniture, mostly in one piece and we were able to purchase all of our appliances. My mother sold our Explorer for us (so we need to find another vehicle), I have a job (I start Monday as a nurse to Texas' inmates), and Eda's school is like the total opposite of where she was working (I mean total opposite for those of you who knew about the conditions she previously worked in). I think we have found a church home at Calvary Church which seems solid. They preach expositionally and worship is contemporary. They are also heavily involved in the community. We've tried a few other churches but this one seems to be the most solid, sincere, and Bible-centered thus far.
I'm excited and nervous about my new job. Not that I'm working with inmates, but because I'll be working as a nurse! That means that I am directly responsible for one's health and well-being. Prayerfully though, my work will be ministry considering who I will be dealing with on a daily basis. I feel like I have forgotten everything that I learned in school. The Lord is sovereign and I feel that He will continue to provide in my times of need.
I'm struggling with a little bit of uselessness; feelings of insignificance. Before, my identity was in school and web programming. The new school Eda is working for has an excellent web-based program they utilize for grading and taking attendance. Thus, I have been zapped of my desire to continue advancing the web program I made for her. I may work on it here and there to put it out there for the open source community to hopefully enjoy, but right now, I just don't have the desire. The old youth group I worked with don't use the website, so there is no use for me to continue messing with it. And their doesn't really seem to be anything I can do to improve the site for some very, very dear friends of mine. The new version of Joomla is in the RC1 status so I guess I will soon be upgrading the sites to the new version which will take some work, but that will not be for a while yet.
I actually really miss youth ministry, but my wife does not. I cannot force her into a ministry that her heart is not in. My work schedule is going to make it interesting for getting involved in things. I will be alternating working 12 hour shifts on Monday, Tuesday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday of one week then only Wednesday and Thursday of the next. That second week will be really nice but the week with five 12 hour shifts is going to be ruff. Not to mention a 45 minute to a hour drive each way. Anyway, the Lord obviously has a plan for us here or we wouldn't be here.
Lord, show me your purpose for us here in Texas!